Just some thoughts to end a productive week

This week was pretty good. I've really been focusing on my arts a lot. I'm starting to get more organized with guitar. I started transcribing all the songs I know and am keeping a book now of them so I don't forget everything. I've actually been able to play an hour or two every night and have been able to bboy a few hours every night as well.

I feel like a lot of things in my life are really coming together now. For anyone who doesn't know me well, over the past 6 months I lost like 30 lbs. I'm trying for an extra 10, but its going really slowly. I think I'm getting close to the threshold. I started doing a lot of isometric training outside of bboying and swimming again as well. I think that it has really improved my core and helping me get closer to getting many of the power moves I've been working on for a long time.

Since I started writing again, I decided to go through all my old stuff. It was emotionally overpowering to read everything that was going through me a decade ago. I have come such a far way and never really seen it. But as a person I haven't changed too much since then. I can really see where my drive came from. At that time I was so obsessed with being normal. In that I mean not being handicapped, or at least be able to be perceived the same way as everyone else. I think that will always be one of my biggest driving factors, but since then I've set the bar a lot higher and attack it with 10 times the fury.

There's still a lot from my last post roaming through my mind, but I feel like I'm better able to channel it into something positive now. If you know me you'd never really think it, but I really over-think a lot of things. In some things I am really patient, but in this it comes with great difficulty. Sorry to be so vague.

Today was actually really good for me. I was able to practice guitar for several hours, practice bboying, lift, swim, and even clean out my closet. I also started writing some new stuff to get some things out. I should have done this a long time ago.

Anyway there's still a few hours left in the day to get some more stuff done. Peace out.

~Halfstep