intimidation

So I had my first culture shock practice friday night. Its probably the most intimidated I've felt in the longest time. I'm really bad at choreography. When I'm bboying, and I'm in the circle, I feel the music, and my body moves, all without a single thought. When I'm trying to do choreography its the opposite. I'm thinking so much about every step, trying to keep up with everyone else, I can't even feel the music at all. I think it was the first time I really felt unable to do something. Its really discouraging when everyone around you picks the moves up so quickly.

But halfstep isn't a quitter. If I have to feel stupid, awkward, and incompetant every practice, I will just have to hammer through it. Like dad always says, "no pain no gain." Hopefully soon I'll get better....