The ever dangling carrot

So after a lot of discouragement, life goes in and reminds you there is a carrot ever dangling in front of you, guiding you towards your dreams. This past week has been ok, things have been not so interesting at work, and has been really frustrating with dance. But, towards the end of the week all those things came to a head, and I again can see the carrot clearly. I guess it all started with my bboy valentines, I just chilled in the gym and practiced for 3 hours. Wed night, 5 hours.

Needless to say, my body was tired, but even then so, I had an awesome thurs at modern. The music was kicking, and a lot of old faces showed up. This was also RBI's last night DJing. Hopefully the next guy will be as much and more bboy friendly.....and pls, keep the top 40's to a minimum. My laffy taffy has shooken enough for this millenium. But anyway, I was throwing down some pretty good sets, getting props. Even though I couldn't feel my arms and legs, I had a ton of power somehow. My footwork was clean too! Later in the night some guy introduced himself to me, and asked me if I wanted to dance in a fashion show for his clothing line. But there were a few bad occurances...mainly dancing with a girl to have her grab my hand to notice its not normal, and then conveniently drift off.....shallow ppl Not enough to bring me down though. The universe will punish you accordingly.

Friday night, my body finally gave in. I had culture shock practice, I still suck at choreo, but I think im getting a little better....i look a little bit less like an idiot, but an idiot none the less. Afterwords I wanted to just go home and crash, but I tried to go out to panache, thank god it was too packed to bboy. I threw down 3 or 4 sets while there was a little circle with bboy Exit, but after that my legs seriously wouldnt work. I was really trying to dance....but my body just told me to "go fuck yourself."

Gotta get more endurance like ironman! But needless to say, I'm feeling better about things. Gotta keep sticking in there, and someday maybe I can eat that tasty orange carrot :D