Updates in life

So whats going on in Harley's life? Who knows lol. Some recent updates. I've been training pretty hard the past few weeks. There's this battle this Saturday I want to do well in. Its really strange though, I almost don't want to battle. I'm at this point in my practice I don't want to lose. I'm having so much inspiration lately. Usually its really hard for me to try new things as a dancer, but recently I've been getting so many ideas. Not that they look good yet, but I'm trying something different, and I think soon I will have some new moves perfected. I'm really excited about this feeling at practice. I'm almost scared to go to clubs now. I'm half convinced that practicing alone everyday for 2 weeks has helped my body chill out and stop worrying that other people are watching me. And I think thats really helping me to slow down, think about what I'm doing and try something different. I really hope I can bust out some new stuff this weekend. Hopefully I'll be battling with Ryan from Culture Shock, he's a really dope bboy. Hopefully I will get far! Either way it will be a blast, Russ(IRONMAN!) will be spinning on the 1's and 2's, so the music will be sick for sure. And seeing Asian Idol will be really funny.

What about the professional life? I feel like I'm starting to come to terms with my project which shall remain nameless because last time something with my name on it mentioned govgrnds it ended up on google and I got chewed out lol. Anyway, I'm understanding what I'm doing and not having to bother people as much to help me finish my work. Which means I'm learning. And it seems more and more people are coming to me with their problems, which shows at least someone thinks I have some coding skills haha. Also something really weird happened today. I've always been really outspoken, not really care who I offend at work. Not that I'm not anymore, but I think I'm learning how to control my offwall comments and use them at the best times. There was a lunch meeting with our site lead and it went really well. I was one of the more senior people there and I think I made a pretty good impression. I kept my foot out of my mouth, got to make some assinine comments, get my points across and the site lead still laughed, instead of looking at me like "who the fuck is this kid?" Strange things are afoot at the circle K.

Love life? Again strange things are afoot at the circle k. haha. I feel like I'm at this great point in my life. I've finally come to terms with being single and being happy about it. I'm enjoying my idependence and freedom to the fullest. For some reason it seems when I get to this peak, girls come along to bring me down haha. Life is so weird, I've gone for over a year with no women in my life at all (besides friends), barely any flurting to what seems recently like there are more than 1 girls after me. I don't really know how to act. I don't want to be an asshole, but I don't want to miss any opportunities(not the dirty kind if thats what you're thinking), I don't really know what to do. I guess all I can do is be honest; hopefully that is enough.

I'm really excited about the future. I think my dance is coming along really well, I'm getting more close friends in DC, getting called to dance a lot more, more opportunities. I'm just thankful everything is working out so well right now and pray everything keeps on the up and up. I hope modern opens up soon and I can't wait to see everyone there again. I want to plan a trip within the next few months, hopefully to NY or somewhere else exciting. Peace everyone! (even though no one reads lol)